Just waiting for AF to show. I don't believe that the clomid worked. I don't feel pg.. mind you I didn't the last time either! It's funny isn't it, we spend most of our lives as young women, praying for her to show up, then, when we've grown and we're ready for children, she's the last thing we want to see! I can't quite believe that M and I are really going to go through all this again, BUT, V is most definately the BEST thing to ever happen to us and we know that we aren't 'done' trying to have children yet.
My appointment with the RE went really well, she said that there's no reason why we can't just jump in with the same protocol as the last cycle that got us V!! my big ol' box o' meds arrives on tuesday. Ahh, I remember the excitement of getting that box in the past. That box holds the promise of a dream. To everyone else, it's just a collection of needles, vials, and strangely named liquids and pellets, but to the IF expert it represents countless possiblities: 2 lines on a urine soaked stick, ultrasounds and heartbeats, cravings in the middle of the night, secret belly flutters that make you smile and ultimately -the promise of no longer crying for your dream but hearing your dream cry for you.
so now we wait...
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