Bad, bad girl...

I am. I'm doing something very bad. I'm self medicating !!! (shhhh) I know, I know, it's very, very bad to take clomid unmonitored.. but I have a good reason your honour! I have leftover pills. And they were just sitting there, looking at me. Saying

"Here we are, we might be your answer. If you take us, you might not have to go through all that crap again. We're just little pills, you only need 5 of us.. we won't harm you. Just think, you won't have to drive an hour 3 different times just to get an ultrasound and bloodwork done (25 mins tops) and then drive back again. Think of the cost of the petrol! you could buy tons of nappies with that!"

So, I took them. Now don't get me wrong, I've done clomid before but you.. forget. And then you remember WHY it's know affectionally as Clomoood. Ohhhh the humanity, the mood swings, the heat flashes!! (thank the Lord above for air conditioning!) Anyway, it's all over tomorrow, that's my last one. Then we wait.

Definition of insanity..

Is doing the same thing repeatedly with the expectation of a different result. Well, M & are are prepared to go insane... we're going back into the crazy world of IF treatments. Yes folks, we're ready to ttc #2. V is now 16 mths old and such a bundle of fun/temper tantrums/cuddles and new discoveries that we have deemed ourselves ready to start from scratch again. I have an appointment with the RE on wednesday (the 3rd) so here's to hoping that she'll just let us jump back in with inj/iui without making us go through any testing first. Pray for us please.. we need God's help with this... He knows we can't do it on our own.. (we know, we've been 'not preventing' since V was born!)

really hope this takes less time this go around!